I’m such a fucking faggot! I think about Men all the time. When I see men in stores now I think about sucking their cocks. I’m attracted to all different types of men too. I used to think I wasn’t Gay because I only liked a certain type of man and had very specific likes and dislikes, but those lines have blurred. Men of all ages and body types have begun turning me on. I like older men, college jocks, Bears and muscle men. I even like Fairy Fem Gay Bois, Drag queens and Sissy Faggots.
But, the biggest change has been my complete sexual disinterest in women and transgender women. I find many of these women pretty and beautiful but I have no desire to be with them sexually. I thought I liked breasts but they honestly don’t turn me on. I can’t recall a time that they ever did turn me on. And as far as Pussy is concerned I’ve never really liked it, but these days it completely disgusts me. I like women’s clothes, women’s shoes and I love girl music, movies, magazines and T.V.. I get along with Females and love being their friend but beyond that, I am not interested.
And, although I am feminine and like girly things and hobbies, I don’t want to be a woman. I have to face the fact that I Love being a Gay Male. I don’t mind the idea of wearing daisy duke jean shorts with a tight male t shirt and a pair of men’s sneakers, as long as my outfit makes me feel Like my true fem-gay self and as long as I present myself as a fag.
Of course, I prefer to dress in women’s clothes (especially women’s shoes and underwear) and I also love dressing up in frilly sissy dresses, pink stilettos and all sorts of sissy role play attire. Cheerleader outfits with cute cheerleader sneakers, Maid uniforms, schoolgirl uniforms with Mary Jane heels, etc… I like To doll up like a drag queen, a Bimbo, a 1950s housewife, and so many other things.
But, despite all of that I know deep down I’m not female. I don’t want to have a pussy. In fact, I’d rather be in chastity, castrated or even lose my cock and become completely smooth than have a pussy. I don’t want huge tits, although I do want puffy nipples and I might even like to have very small little bitch tits, not because I wanna be a woman but because they would make me feel like an obvious sub bottom Fag when I was with a Man.
What I have come to realize over the past year is that I’m A full Blown Flaming Gay Queen. I’ve realized that I am sexually attracted to Men and only Men. I’ve realized that I want to be in a relationship with a Man and Possibly be married to a Man.
But, what is possibly my most important realization is that I am a feminine Gay male. Realizing this personal truth has led me down the road of acceptance and self-love. I have a new desire to come out to my family and my friends; a feeling that scares me to death. But, when I think of actually coming out as a Feminine Homosexual I start feeling relief and a physical weight begins to lift off my shoulders and chest.
If Anyone read all of this and wants to know more, can offer support, feels the same way please message me. If you are a Man who might be interested in me, I’d LOVE to hear from you!
I am on KiK messenger under the name StephPerryGurl